I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
Tomorrow's violin exam. =S Oh man, I think I'm going to freak out right before the exam and my fingers will tremble and I'll play the notes too flat or too sharp and stop and fumble during the pieces and.. and... Oh wth. With all the prelim and A'level stress piled on me, I had to add this violin exam to the growing pile. -.- I hate taking music exams because after all that practice if you suddenly screw up (which is so freaking easy for violin), then all those time and effort spent is wasted. Rah. Just got to pray hard. :\ He will bring me through.
And I'm feeling flu-ish the whole day. Darn weather. Hot and cold, messing up my immune system. Heard some unexpected news yesterday; was quite shocked but at the same time can't be bothered. Its been such a long time ago, now whatever she does is no concern of mine. Ok, mom's nagging. Got to go. Urgh.